Thoughts

It has been a week since I blogged. Lately, besides baking, I've not been penning down my thoughts and feelings on my blog, because I just didn't know how to express it; or maybe I don't wanna express it. Prayers and meditation gives me direction and hope and strength.

When I needed hope and some direction, just looking back at my earlier blog entries gives me a sense of purpose; it serves as a reminder of my enthusiasm, dreams, and passion. The other reason I blog is because I want to share my ideas and thoughts with whomever who reads my blog.

It's gonna be almost the end of the year - one more year passes by; and when I look back, I realised I've accomplished some of the goals which I set out for myself. That gives me satisfaction knowing that I didn't let my time go by just like that. That's the importance of having resolutions and somehow sticking to it.

When I envision the years to come, I feel happy that I have a vision/goal on my mind on how I want to lead my life. In this case, I don't have specific plans on how I am gonna accomplish my mission, but I just know from my heart that I want to do certain things. Alfred and myself find ourselves happy discussing about these. One of it is to migrate to a new place and experience the life there; start a small restaurant/bakery - doing what I love the most - baking; and live in a countryside with lots of sheepdogs, sheep, and horses. And I can sense happiness and excitement just by having a vision of this. I've never had long-term goals till now; I guess it's high time for me to decide how I want to lead my life.